Reflections of a Recovering Pharisee by John Boda
 
 
PHARISEES-MISCONCEPTIONS AND REALITY:


The word "Pharisee" literally means "separated ones". They were
separated from the evil sinful world around them, as they saw it. They were the experts in leading pure lives, offering up pure worship to God, they valued friendship and accountability in small groups, were active evangelists and tithers, prayed long and often, and were the top experts in Bible reading,
study, understanding and instruction! Wow, what a bunch of guys! Not only
removed from the evil influence around them, but completely involved in
every spiritual act and discipline possible!

With those awesome credentials you would think that Jesus would be
impressed and full of admiration for them when He arrived on the scene.
Here's a list of some of the names Jesus called them, mostly found in one
chapter, Matthew 23:

* BLIND GUIDES
* SERPENTS
* BROOD OF VIPERS
* SONS OF HELL
* FOOLS
* WHITEWASHED TOMBS
* HYPOCRITES

     Have you ever wondered why? What did Jesus see different in these near
perfect spiritual people? At one point Jesus even commends their theology
when He says, " ..the scribes and the Pharisees have seated themselves in
the chair of Moses, therefore all that they tell you, do and observe, but
do not do what they do for they do not practice what they preach.
" Mt 23:2-3
In other words, since they're the so-called experts who have appointed
themselves over you, go ahead and do what they teach...just don't do what
they do!
  The parallels between the Pharisees of Jesus' day and the evangelical
Christians today are striking. It doesn't matter what denomination, the
spirit of the Pharisees is alive and well in many of today's churches. Why
do I say that? Because I was fast becoming one not too long ago while in the
midst of doing all the "right" things, intense bible study, prayer,
fasting, teaching, preaching, leading worship and many other things. While not
wrong in themselves, these disciplines can became more of an end to themselves rather than a means to an end. I began to find out that I knew well the book of the Lord....but somehow missed knowing the Lord of the book. The scariest part of all was in realizing how easy it was to do! It was so subtle that a person involved in that could go on for many years never having a clue to the reality of the situation.
  As a recovering Pharisee, let me say right now that if you feel that
you do not in any way resemble a Pharisee, and would never come close to
becoming one in any way shape or form, that you may be one already! The
question is not who WERE the Pharisees, but who ARE they today? It
doesn't matter if you're a pastor, teacher, Bible scholar, prophet or
apostle....join the club! We are all very capable and likely, apart from
God's grace, in going down that road.
  As Tom Hovestol says in his enlightening book, Extreme Righteousness-
exposing the Pharisees in Ourselves, "MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL, WHO'S
THE MOST PHARISAICAL OF THEM ALL?"


     To answer the question of where did they go wrong, in my post-
pharisaical reflections, I present a two-point summary of what I believe
were and are the main causes:




1. THEY LOST THEIR SENSE OF SINFUL DEPRAVITY


    Many people will speak of this in theory and acknowledge it verbally,
but it takes the illumination of the Holy Spirit to enlighten us to our true
wretched condition. The Psalmist knew this when he prayed, "enlighten my
eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death" Ps 13:3  Nobody arrives, nobody graduates, nobody attains to some elevated state of purity, we are all fumbling forward in faith by God's undeserved love grace and mercy! We are all as Brennan Manning calls, "ragamuffins", and the second that you begin to think you've arrived at some spiritual plateau where you're really not that bad, you're almost beyond help and spiraling fast down a dangerous vortex of self-righteousness.
  Again Tom Hovestol gives this honest assessment from Extreme
Righteousness: "We may believe and defend the theological concept of
depravity, yet we do not always take it seriously on a personal level. More
often than we would like to admit, there is a Hitler in each of us"
  In my walk with the Lord and study of the scriptures I have found this
to be a very true statement: The closer anyone gets to intimacy with the
Lord, the more they realize their own heart's depravity. It is directly
proportional, and is more a constant universal law than gravity! I have
often thought of how nice it would be if we had some sort of measuring stick or barometer of spirituality to measure our spiritual growth, or lack thereof.
While even though this is not some external visible indicator, having a
real sense of our heart's depravity can be considered a definite barometer of
spiritual growth.
  Isaiah had an accelerated version of this happen to him! You can read
about it in Isaiah chapter six when he was ushered into God's presence at
the throne room. Minutes before, Isaiah was the top spiritual prophet and
man of God. I'm sure he had a measure of humility, and an understanding of
sinful depravity, but at that moment when he was facing God's throne, he
immediately went to a much deeper understanding! He said, " woe is me, I am a man of unclean lips dwelling among unclean people". In the new testament, Peter also encountered this accelerated sense of sinful depravity when after Jesus performed the miracle of the catch of fish, Peter said, " depart from me Lord, I am a sinful man".

     Not all of us have an accelerated understanding that fast, but if we
are moving closer to the Lord, we should have a greater sense of our own
sinfulness, but, as I will elaborate on, it is not a condemning sense or
an overpowering hopelessness, but rather a sense of sinfulness that will lead
us to God's great love and grace!
  One of the reasons that Alcoholics anonymous has helped countless
thousands of people is found in the first two of the twelve steps:

1. We admitted we were powerless over alcohol and that our lives had
  become unmanageable.

2. We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us
  to sanity.

It is upon that second step that I want to focus on in my next point of
discussion, which is directly proportionate to having a sense of
depravity.
 
 

2. THEY FAILED TO LIVE AND DEPEND FULLY ON GOD'S LOVE AND GRACE


  If we don't have a sense of our own personal sinful depravity we will
never fully live and appreciate God's love and grace! They are interwoven
and directly proportionate to each other, and we need them both! If all we
have is a true look and understanding of our sinful depravity without an
accompanied grasp and dependence on God's love and grace, we will soon be
driven to self destruction. Also, if all we have is an understanding of God's love and grace, without a sense of our sinful depravity, we will swell up with pride and self righteousness. But if we allow God to impress upon us both
our utter corrupt heart AND a growing reliance and understanding of His love
and grace, it's then we can grow in His grace and avoid the pitfalls of
either extreme. That was certainly one of the Pharisees problems, they
thought that they had mastered God's laws and understood His love, but when Jesus appeared, who was the perfect personification of all of God's law and
love, they hated him and tried to kill him! Jesus asked them how they thought they could escape God's judgment of hell. He said that they had most certainly mastered many details of the law, but neglected the more important issues of justice and love.
  The Pharisees, like many today, including a great many evangelical
Christians, don't understand, grasp, or rely on God's love. They preach
about it, teach it, write books about it, but unless they also have a God- given understanding of their own corrupt heart, they will always have a limited and shallow view of God's love.
  G.K. Chesterton once said it well in his usual colorful way, "No man's
really any good till he knows how bad he is, or might be, till he's
squeezed out of his soul the last drop of oil of the Pharisees".    D.L. Moody came to a new understanding of God's love one day, and it was
also linked to a new understanding of his own corrupt heart. He said,
"..if someone ever invents a way to take a photograph of the sinful condition of our hearts, it would be so bad, terrible and ugly that no one would
develop the picture". Someone else was quoted years ago as saying," cheer up church, you're much worse off than you think!" We are all much worse off than we think, but that's great news if we also have know the enormity of God's love  and begin to rely on it!




NAME CALLING


  Now as to some of those horrible names that Jesus called the Pharisees.
Let's take a closer look at two of them in order to get a better
understanding of the Pharisees, and our hearts.




Brood of Vipers


     A viper is a poisonous snake that gathers together with other snakes in
a brood for warmth and protection. But even in a larger group or brood, they
are still not easily detected because of their color and ease of blending
in with their surroundings. In the beginning of Acts 28, we see a good illustration of this when Paul and his companions are shipwrecked on the island of Malta. Paul was helping to gather sticks for the fire when a poisonous viper came out of the sticks and bit him. Paul shook it off and went on with his task, causing a big commotion among the natives who then thought he was a god because he didn't die! But the point of the story in this context is that the viper looked so much like just another stick, that Paul simply picked it up with the bundle of sticks. It was a viper hiding among the sticks and it perfectly blended in so well it was nearly impossible to discover it hiding there.

     Another common trait of these vipers was their habit of seeking out
dry, warm and safe places like caves, which were and are plentiful in that
region. The problem was that this was also the same kind of shelter sought
out by weary travelers! What looked like a safe, dry haven, could easily
turn out to be the home of one of these broods of vipers.
     Jesus called the first century Pharisees a brood of vipers, what does
that mean to a Pharisee, both then and now?


1. Birds of a feather flock together

    Usually Pharisees, like vipers, are attracted to each other and draw
  a sense of safety, protection and validation by gathering together. It is a rare to see a Pharisee, or a viper living, or working alone.


2.   They gather in places considered safe by others.

    We know the safe places where vipers gather, what about Pharisees?
  CHURCHES! Many times they are the advanced spiritual leaders in churches
  of all denominations. They even may have great Bible knowledge with many
  gifting, ready to give a spiritual solution for any problem (except their own).

3.   They are poisonous!

    Just like the venom of a viper, the venom of a Pharisee is lethal!
  It usually doesn't kill immediately, but rather inflicts a long
  lingering death to its unaware victim. But there is an antidote, the only antidote available both then and now- GOD'S GRACE!


4.   They are extremely difficult to detect.

    Pharisees, like vipers, blend in with their surroundings so good,
  they can go for many years without detection even by the most  spiritually discerning. In the scriptures, as far as we are told, only Jesus and John the Baptist clearly saw these Pharisees as vipers who otherwise were seen as the faultless elite spiritual leaders by everyone  else. Today's Pharisees are just as difficult to detect apart from God's  enlightenment.


 

Whitewashed Tombs


    In contrast to these false spiritual guides, a true Christ follower is
washed clean on the inside by God's grace through faith. Pharisees and religious hypocrites are whitewashed on the outside. Even though a true believer is washed clean, they also walk humbly in God's grace knowing that they still have a very deceitful, corrupt heart and live in a corrupt world. God has given us a new heart, but it is to be lived and experienced by faith in Him.. "There but by the grace of God go I" should be the motto of all Christ followers lest we fall into the same traps that the Pharisees did, and still do today.
   Now, what did Jesus mean when he called the Pharisees "whitewashed tombs"? They knew exactly what he meant! Here is a short list of comparison of a whitewashed tomb to that of a Pharisee, both then and now:

1. They were scrubbed clean on the outside.

  By all appearances, they looked good, very good on the outside to everyone who viewed them. Like the Pharisees of then and now, it's easy to look good on the outside and fool people, but God sees the heart. It   is very difficult, if not impossible, to see the actual condition of a  person's heart. There may be tell-tale signs, but no one, except God can see it clearly! If all we see are the externals, we deceive ourselves.         With that kind of view, it's easy to see some people as very bad, and  others as very good, decent and moral (usually ourselves).. The Pharisees  were the extreme element of people who were devoted to God in every  detail, yet Jesus saw right through them. Some of the most corrupt  people look decent, moral and pure on the outside, but on the inside lies something beyond comprehension.


2. The inside was filled with dead men's bones.

  Even though the outside looked clean, the inside had a rotting dead
  corpse! The analogy is clear: Jesus was saying that even though you look
  squeaky clean on the outside, inside your heart is filled with all kinds
  of evil and perversions, so much, that you're a walking dead man! We  might be so bold as to say this to a serial killer, or child molester,  but Jesus said it to the so-called pure and upstanding religious leaders of his day!


3. These whitewashed tombs were to be avoided.

  Even though they were clean on the outside, because of the corruption of
  the dead man's bones on the inside, they were clearly marked for avoidance. Likewise, Pharisees, and many so called religious leaders of today are also to be avoided! Not only do they have nothing to offer,    what can a dead man say or do?...but they defile a person as well!

  In contrast to these false spiritual guides, a true Christ follower is
  washed clean on the inside by grace through faith in Christ's work on the cross. Even though a true believer is washed clean, they also walk humbly in God's grace knowing that they still have a deceitful and corrupt  heart and live in a corrupt world.  Once again, "There but for the grace of God go I"  should be the motto of all Christ followers lest we fall into the same traps that the Pharisees did.


4. Not only clean, but bleached white.

  The color white is a symbol of purity throughout scripture, and that is
  exactly how the Pharisees thought of themselves. Outwardly they appeared
  pure, clean and faultless, but Jesus saw right through them. Today's
  Pharisees appear the same, but again, Jesus is not fooled. Too often
  excessive outward righteousness hides spiritual bankruptcy within.
 
     In our modern age, especially in America, when we hear the term,
  "whitewashed tombs 

', we really have very little idea of its depth or
  meaning. To understand just what Jesus was referring to when he called  the Pharisees that name, we must understand it's context in first  century Palestine. During that time period, most observant Jews would  make every effort to journey to Jerusalem during certain feast or festival days. All of these days are explained in detail in  Leviticus chapter 23. One of the biggest days to observe in Jerusalem was the Passover. Unless you were fortunate enough to live there  already, to be a part of this high and holy day's festivities you had  to travel from your home to Jerusalem. Some came from great distances, even other countries. Even Jesus and his family during his childhood would make this pilgrimage yearly. On one occasion when Jesus was twelve, we are told he stayed behind in the temple, and his parents
  had to turn around and go back to get him as he amazed the religious leaders!

  As thousands of worshipers would ascend to Jerusalem, lodging became a
  serious problem. Most Jerusalem residents, who were all excited as well,
  would open their doors and take in friendly strangers to stay for days or even weeks.. However, due to the large number of worshipers arriving, there still would not be enough room for everyone. Many people found  shelter in one of the abundant caves in the area. Having spent ten days  in Jerusalem myself, I vividly recall even today the many natural caves around the landscape. But the problem was that in some of these caves, the local residents had turned them into tombs to bury their dead. That was a very big problem because according to Jewish law, no Jew could  participate in any feast day if he/she was defiled by coming in contact with a dead person! So how were these weary, but sincere travelers to know which caves were tombs, and which were empty shelters? The solution was found by the local residents when they came up with a great idea. In anticipation of feast day worshipers, all of the caves that were actually tombs were whitewashed with bleach on the outside. So worshipers knew to stay away from them upon looking for shelter.
   
    So when Jesus called the Pharisees this name, the people who heard it
    knew very well what He meant!





The Prodigal Sons

Luke 15:11-32


     Having grown up in the church, and having been a Christ follower for
many years, I have heard many sermons and teachings on the prodigal son, I
have even given a few myself. However, the focus was either on the prodigal
son who ended up with the pigs, or it was on the loving father who took him
back. Both characters in this story deserve study and have much to teach us,
but there's also a third character here that is usually never spoke of
much except in passing when going through the text. That third person is the
other, elder son. I also confess to glancing over him before, and it was not
until recently I took another look! I will even go as far to say that this
elder son may have been the focal point made by Jesus all along.
Please stop now and take a moment to retread the story found in Luke
15: 11-32 and ask the Lord to open your eyes to see everything that is there,
then continue here.
     Did you notice the elder son? The father in this story certainly
represents our father God who also loves us, and takes us back into his home. The prodigal son represents something we can all identify with, just plain sin
and unrighteousness. But the elder son, what does he speak to us about? I
believe he was just as guilty of sin as the prodigal, but of another, much
more subtle kind of sin called self-righteousness. His story ends, as far as
we know, with him continuing in it, without repentance or forgiveness. The
prodigal son, guilty of unrighteousness, realized his sin,
repented, and came back to his father and found forgiveness. If we are to more
correctly name this story, it could well be called, "The Prodigal Sons" as
there were two sons in sin, one received forgiveness, one didn't, one sinned
in unrighteousness, and the other in self-righteousness. The elder son
probably went on living as if he never did anything wrong and didn't need to
repent, unlike his sinful wayward brother. Such is the extremely subtle and
destructive nature of the sin of self-righteousness. We Christians usually
do well in avoiding unrighteousness and all it's obvious pitfalls, and when
we do, we usually walk proudly and look down upon anyone who hasn't yet
attained to the high level of holiness that we clearly display. I've been
there many times, and I would bet, if you're honest, so have you. But
self-righteousness is not as easily detected, in fact, I believe that it is
impossible to discover apart from the light of God's grace.
Since God revealed this truth to my life, I have been praying almost
daily, asking God to forgive me of my sins- all unrighteousness, and also
forgive me and then to keep me from all self-righteousness. We should not
become over analytical, fearful or stressed out over this hidden dangerous sin, but rather simply be aware of it, and all the more rely, embrace and trust God's amazing grace to help us walk in love, and He will.
Finally, let me reflect on one last dangerous trap that abounds in the
church today:




              The Plague of Perpetual Babbel


     If this study was an audio teaching, it would have been more
condensed and more brief and to the point. That is something that I have
been practicing much more recently, as opposed to long, drawn out, wordy,
lectures of which I have been guilty of indulging in, not too long ago. But
since this is words on paper, or rather on your computer in cyber space, I
realize that I can develop my thoughts however long, and you have the option
of reading it all at once, or in piece meal, or not at all if you choose!
  So now, allow me to get this out of my system, as I address long-
winded preachers, those who ramble on like a babbling brook, and those who are
so full of words that they answer before people are through with a question,
and those who constantly interrupt..........SHUT UP!!!!!! Take that as a
direct word from God to you! There, I feel much better now.
     How many times have preachers, teachers, and lay people read James 1:19
and only focused on the sin of anger? It reads; "Therefore my beloved
brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath"

(NKJ) Why is it every time I have heard that verse quoted, even from my  own lips, it was always in reference to wrath and anger only? But notice it says also that we should be swift to hear, and slow to speak! Want more?

"Let your words be few" Ecc 5:1-3 (NKJ)


"A fool multiplies words" Ecc 10:14 (NKJ)


"In the multitude of dreams and many words there is also vanity" Ecc 5:7 (NKJ)


"watch your words and hold your tongue, you'll save yourself a lot of trouble" Prov 21:23 (NKJ) 
                                      

Consider these verses in "The Message" translation:

"Silence is praise to you-Zion dwelling God" Ps 65:1


"People caught up in a lot of talk can miss the whole point of faith"
   1Tim 6


"The more talk, the less truth, the wise measure their words" Prov 10:19


"The one who knows much says little, an understanding person remains calm"
  Prov 17:27


"Observe the people who always talk before they think, even simpletons are
  better off than they are" Prov 29:20

     There are many more scriptures like these as well that command us to
take seriously the real danger of perpetual babble. Why is it that this
subject matter is usually glazed over? Could it be that it hits too close to home for most of us preachers, teachers, and ministry people?
Consider Jesus' own words on how both to, and not to pray in Matthew
6:5-8. One of His commands is not to use vain repetitions for "they think
they'll be heard for their many words". Then Jesus proceeds to teach us how
we ought to pray by giving us an example, a prayer consisting of 52 words
that took me 17 seconds to recite going at a normal speed and speaking tone..
Consider the first sermon of the church found in Acts chapter two where
3,000 people responded to God and that early church began to turn the world
upside down. That sermon by Peter, as far as we are told in scripture, was
brief and to the point, and it took me less than two minutes to speak...the
old adage, "less is more and more is less" is more biblical that we might
have thought.
     Finally consider Job. We all know his three friends gave him bad advice and more discomfort than comfort, and even his wife did the same. They
were all guilty of sin of speaking things that were not right, and God was not
pleased with them. But was Job completely innocent in the story? Most
books and sermons on Job would indicate so, but I am not so sure. After taking
a closer look at the book of Job, I believe that Job was also guilty of the
same sin of perpetual Babel, he talked too much! Although, to his credit,
his words were more in line with what is true about God and His ways,
however, all the same, Job realizes this problem himself and confesses it to God.
  When God shows up after all of Jobs troubles, He begins to question Job
about many things, and the first words out of Job's mouth were this: "Behold
I am vile, what shall I answer you? I lay my hand over my mouth. Once I
have spoken, but I will not answer, yes twice, but I will proceed no further"

Job 40:4,5 Job then later repents for this sin in Job 42:6. I am convinced
more than ever of this truth; the less we say and do...the more God can say and do. Please don't make the mistake, as I once did, that long prayers
and long sermons equal the power and anointing of God. Or on the other hand, that if we have short, condensed prayers and teachings, that they equal a shallow, superficial, half-hearted spirituality. Both views put God in a box!  God is so much bigger than we can imagine, and if we let Him, he can move
freely and powerfully even through the most unlikely person or service, and
frequently does just to shake up our rigid-put- God in a box mentality. I seem to remember He even once used, and spoke very clearly through a jackass (not
me...another)!





Recommended Reading



     Recently there have been several key books that the Lord has led me to,
and have helped greatly in my recovery, as I continue as a recovering Pharisee, I look to them often and retread them. There are many, but here is my list of the top ten that I wholeheartedly recommend to you.

10. Speechless by Steven Curtis Chapman/Scotty Smith
9. If Not For the Grace of God by Joyce Meyer
8. Transforming Grace by Jerry Bridges
7. Fearless Faith by John Fischer
6. What's so Amazing about Grace? by Philip Yancey
5. Abba's Child by Brennan Manning
4. The Grace Awakening by Chuck Swindoll
3. Extreme Righteousness by Tom Hovestall
2. Twelve Steps for the Recovering Pharisee (like me) by John Fischer
1. The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning

One more that I'll add that tops them all is The Message translation of
the Bible by Eugene Peterson. By all means, go out and get a copy, it's
refreshing and glowing with grace!



Prayer

I'll conclude with a sincere prayer to God. If after reading it, you feel like it could be your prayer too, read it aloud and believe that God will hear and answer it through his awesome grace!

     Lord of reality, make me real, not plastic, synthetic, phony or hypocritical. Help me not to keep a prayer list, but to pray, to not strive to find your will but to obey what I already know. Help me to stop arguing theories of theology, without simply trusting and believing your word. Please keep me from ever again attempting to explain the difference between Eros, Phileo and Agape love, if I don't live and breathe your love in my life everyday.
     Lord, I don't want to sing and worship as if I mean it, I want to mean it! Keep me from telling others how to do something spiritually if I'm not doing it myself. Help me to admit that I'm often wrong, and that I don't always have to have an answer, or to always discern someone's problems without seeing my own first.
     Keep me from being insensitive, but to hurt when other people hurt, and not to say," I know how you feel", but rather, "God knows, and I'll try if you'll be patient with me".
     Help me to be quiet and shut up when I've talked too much, which is usually most of the time.
     Lord please help me to know and understand that when I take pride and satisfaction in any victories I have in avoiding unrighteousness, that I am guilty of a sin just as bad, if not worse, called self-righteousness.
     Lord please give me a mind set like Paul who said," I am chief among sinners". If there ever comes a time when I begin to think that there is someone else who is a worse sinner than me, or that I am better or more advanced in holiness or purity, then please again remind me of how little I know and understand, and of how little I have allowed you to deal with my utterly corrupt heart.
     I promise to try to ask for your mercy and grace everyday, because I need it badly everyday, no matter how good or bad each day becomes.
     From this time onward, please send me reminders in a variety of ways that I am loved and accepted by you, so it becomes my new identity and everyday awareness.

     Thank you Lord, your child, and forever ragamuffin and recovering Pharisee.

John Boda
 

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